Tired

21July10

Wednesday

Today, while waiting the red traffic light turn into green on my way home, i saw an old man with the conditions : messy curly long hair, quite not cleaned cloths, sandals, a sling bag...walking by the road side. I couldnt see his face but only his outlook appearance. It might be a long journey for him. He could take a bus but i guess he dont have enough coins to take that or he want to save his money etc.....

What comes to me first is... i feel very grateful especially to my parents. Without them, i wont be sitting inside a car with air-conditioned somemore. Maybe i need to take a bus to somewhere or by walks. i mean i really grateful for everything that i have right now. Thanks for parents provide me education opportunity until menara gading.....Its not that i dont have any other things that i want. This world is full of many GREAT things and the wishes to owned that all is endless...infinity....

Now i have this little tiny wish, i know it might not impossible, but i would like to dream that i can really continue my studies overseas. Seeing all the lecturers in the uni make me felt that degree is not enough, some more i read a friend's blog too. =) Master. Many people said Master in Civil Engineering is tough. But........many people made it...graduate with master is really my wish. But then i need to consider the $$$! haha... I already have plan after my degree convo..its a 10 years plan......haha...looks like RMK ke 10 pula kan? but then i really plan to work. Get into the exam for engineer and get a title IR on my name....kakakaka......fikir jauhhhh suda....but thats inside the 10 years plan....

Sir M...i would not like to say this.. but i insisted to say.... (@.@ erkk....) ok..... through the class these few days, i realized that u were so inspirational to me. (dont voimit k...) For my coursemates that do listen to what he taught, he is really the best lecturer i ever met. Though many of us dont like his class. We hate it!!! Its so stress. But if u listen what he said, everything was great. But then it comes to one part of the class that i suddenly will felt sleepy, mind go somewhere though i looked so concentrate and........hurm..i will try to like your subject sir. "Dont go for inanam construction, Go For International private company!" yup....definately will bear that in mind sir.............Good luck everyone for this 2 years!!!!!!!!! i felt have so many to blog about this topics....hurm....perhaps next time...

P/s: Today watched ongbak3. just ok ok...i prefer the 1st ong bak.

P/P/S: There are 2 types of selfish. selfish to urself and selfish to other people. Nobody care if u selfish to ur self...but if u selfish to other people.....Stop it!!! as it bring u more dosa......than....pahala................

so tired after sir m class...... T.T

im stresssssss........

sleep now....

taTA....