Beautiful lie

Suddenly i remember one incident.

A nightmare that i would not want to remember at all.

When i was small,

i used to feel that every words older people said to us was truth.

This human being, i met her once or perhaps twice a year.

She give me hope, a sense of hope by giving me a beautiful lie.

She never know that beautiful lie had been haunted that girl ever after.

I used to hope...

hope..

and hope...

This beautiful lie to me is not that beautiful anymore.

I was 21st this year.

I am no more that 8 or 9 years old girl that easy to be cheated.

I just realized every words that she had told me is a lied.

Ugly lie ever.

It never exist.

It is just like a fairy tale story to me.

I never meet her again.

I dont want.

Thank you so much.

I forgive you.